i suck.

friendly with pjc today.
it was a draw.
damn happy for the team.
scream like mad when the whistle is blew.
well done girls!
jiayou jiayou!

i totally sucked at the game.
sorry.
damn lousy.

always making the same on mistakes.
just like what i made during my first few match last time.
what's wrong with me sial.
should have stop the ball,
should have intercept their ball,
shouldnt have crowd,
shoudnt have miss any balls.
practically miss every single ball today.
fuck man.
feel like killing myself even if my teammates dont.

thanks for the encouragement(:
thanks for creating oppotunities for me to play in the game.
if the coach gonna make decision,
i think i wont even get to get onto the pitch.
and thanks for those who have been fighting a place for me to get to play in the pitch.
sorry to have disappoint all of you.

but i still feel so bad.
cant help.
today really did nth but made mistakes.
knock into sabrina somemore.
she fly, i fly, our sticks also fly.
i think i really cant play hockey.

hais.

//runs